I wonder sometimes if there is a greater power at play in our lives. I have read many documents from various authors to try to unravel not only my own belief but to try to assimilate beliefs of other philosophical and scientific minds alike. I have found that  it is not always what is said that reveals truths but rather what is left unsaid. Dead men tell no tales, and this adage was adopted by the wise for good reason. Prosecution was rampant under many rulers of centuries past. Scholars learnt to disguise messages and writings in such a way that only like minded people who share similar tendencies could decipher. For example Aristotle syllogism “when certain things are stated, it can be shown that something other than what is stated necessarily follows.”

Aristotle called his logic: “Analytika” which meant the unraveling of every science or field of knowledge had to start from a set of principles, or axioms. From these its truths could be deduced by logic (or unraveled). This is how most philosophers hid their meanings. However necessary the art of deduction is in philosophy, it is equally important for spiritual advancement.

Printed words are meant for the general populace and its cryptic meaning is reserved for seekers of truth.  Hence the word occult.

So many things in our day and age are taken out of context, especially when information and truths all share the same media source. I will have to say it is the underlying subtleties in what is read or studied which truly lends us information into the world of divine beings.

Most people believe divine forces govern their lives. Then there are some that believe everything happens outside of paranormal  experiences. The debate of such things have existed for hundreds of years.  Is there proof of God? The verdict is still out for some. Spiritual philosophers and Scientist will however agree on one thing. Randomization of occurrences, and whether they happen for a grand designed reason or not is the debate.

The skeptic in me imparts that the coincidences of significance events which occur in ones life are a sequence of random chain of events. However,  I could never shake the feeling of having been led down a particular path. If sequences were so random and occur naturally, how then does it all make so much sense? Would an ability to see a pattern in something that is senseless still random? And if so are the people involved in these decisions also experiencing the same randomness? Could their reaction change a course randomly?  Why do random sequences have chain reactions that are SO specific that one can literally pinpoint the time in ones life that something had drastically changed? The belief in Destiny, fate, gods, angels, guides… the voice in ones’ head making decisions (even bad ones) all at a precise moment in time changes how we experience an outcome. Are decisions or reaction which can change the direction of ones path, random? Is everyone’s ability to learn from past experiences just adaptability or something more?  If in fact everything that happens around us of significant importance is random, then how is we can change an outcome by merely understanding the circumstances, you can say this is adaptability from experiences. What happens to randomness or sequence and chain of events when it is something one has never experienced, how do you adapt then? How do you change an outcome when you don’t know how?

If you truly believe you have no control of your destiny or if one even exist, then what is the purpose of learning from mistakes? If your argument is to well, adapt, why adapt if you can’t change a random occurrence  If there is no purpose and if things happen for no reason, why are we given the ability to avert them in most cases? Lets talk about the hard facts. An example: death of a loved one, which may appear to be random, affects us and those around us. Death is however NOT random, the method in which one dies may be, but the effects of death mostly are results of decisions made by the decease OR in the case of a child, it’s ward. In any event, it either speeds up the process of death or delays it.  The fact that death happens to us all and is influenced by decisions/reactions we make and is NOT restricted by time, it is indeed a very “un-random” occurrence. Although the exact time of death is what makes this event appear random to most of us, or should I say the unexpectedness of death.

So in theory we could recap that the chain of events happening randomly affecting us in so many ways, with infinite possibilities, we find ourselves in tact, able to assimilate, to learn, to divert, to grow, to experience, to discover, to designate, to control, to change and to share could be Profound and almost godly. Being able to “see the pattern” and make changes which influences outcome IS what makes random time sequence into life long journeys, paths and destiny. So randomness will exist regardless of our belief, as it is an unexplained natural occurring phenomena. This randomness does happen regardless of whether we are aware of its impact or not  but it is the choices we make that puts them into any sequence of time, or time frames. What exactly is time but just a succession of current moments elapsing, or the “now” moving forward. I am a strong believer in manipulating time, anyone who understands the underlying message here can manipulate time.  I leave you all with some food for thought, the belief in divine forces, destiny, fate, or spiritual callings, are all for you to decide. 

Seed of lifeA choice made freely is just like a seed planted correctly, over time it must yield a plant. 

I wanted to share a bit of information on something I feel is an integral part of evolving spiritually. It is my belief that a mighty practitioner of magick must be able to be in command of the elements, time and the cosmos. To be a true weaver of destiny one must transform physically, mentally and emotionally into the Ain’. One must start at a physical level, which is why I will brief on this topic. Diet and spirituality is synonymous with personal growth. You cannot evolve if you poison your system. Below is a list I created as an informal informational guide of these categories and the different degrees of purity. Although, I do not believe everyone should be a Purist, I believe that meeting somewhere in the middle is enough to start transformation.

In the occult world this topic has rarely been discussed because it is taboo to look upon your brother and sisters and ask: How can you command anything in your life and bring about clarity, pure magic and transformation when you look like this? How can you weave destinies when you are ridden with disease, toxicity and impurities, when the basic thing you were born with (your body) betrays you?

Well brothers and sisters, I will look upon you now not in judgement, nor to proclaim my truths to be absolute, but rather to have you look inward and find your truths. The direction of the world is constant and so is the cosmic power which feeds your soul, evolve with it.
American Diet also referred to as SAD (standard american diet) mostly processed foods, little to no nutritional value, mostly cooked and toxic.
Vegetarian Diet- Fruits, Vegetable, some animal protein, legumes, grains, includes cooked foods, some processed food, still toxic
Vegan- No animal product, mostly fruits, vegetables, legumes, grains, cooked foods, some processed, less toxic
Raw living- Considered by most the purest form of veganism, no animal products, only organic fruits and vegetables, nuts, seeds, no grains or legumes (unless sprouted), nothing cooked above 115 degrees. 
Fruitarian- Only raw fruits, things that mostly fall off of trees, no vegetables, no seeds, no nuts, no legumes, no grains, obviously no meats. Uncooked and 100% pure. Predominately foods that can be harvested without harming a plant.
Once you get to what some consider the “highest” form of bodily purity; Fruitarian, there is only but one way to go.

The final stage which I have coined Purist:  where you get sustenance from the air you breathe and the water you drink, which makes up 75% of your livability. Think Gandhi’ est. You may ask me why someone would go to these extremes only to die from our air pollution. The answer? Fasting brings you closer to the cosmic creative source of life. IT IS the singularity, the essence of living, something that cannot be explained through words. Only in silence and meditation will you watch this phenomena unfold. My truths, your truths, our truths to share.

Love, Peace, Serenity


Posted: February 3, 2013 in Occult


Update to this post to follow shortly, more on water fasting.

Originally posted on Death's Gate:

I don’t meditate as often as I use to anymore for many reasons. However I was taught by my various teachers on the benefits of meditation as a means of training the mind to quiet down. Apparently, by doing this you allow for an expansion of your consciousness or “unconscious”. 

Be aware that when referring to conscious, unconscious, I am    using psychological terms and not metaphysical ones. The total hours I’ve  clocked in meditation is about a thousand to date. Those of you who meditate  will realize that by your 365th hour of meditation you will be able to snap in and  out of your “trance” state instantly. At about the thousandth mark you have a  hard time NOT being in a meditative state. This is what I call “walking between  the worlds” or “trancing out”. Most practitioners who achieve this state of mind  find it hard to balance a “mundane” existence with a “spiritual” one. I…

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NAGA PANCHAMI 3Timing is everything or so they say. It has been many moons since I have written anything, mostly because there was nothing of importance to contribute. I have been working hard on improving the connections with a spiritual “source” this past year, and am very pleased with its progress. On 11/11/11, I opened a water portal in the woods allowing for the water dragon to enter and exit accordingly removing all forms of negativity, which has brought much success. This portal has remained opened and will be for a while. BEFORE you tsk-tsk me (all you circle purist) keep in mind, affiliation between nature and source connections have always existed and been warded prior to our knowledge of such things.  So don’t bother berating me with emails about it.  The Dragon however did demand its sacrifices, souls of many a spiritual leaders and teachers. This shift is to allow the newer generation of thinkers access to the world stage.
Everything you feel will be more real than ever before, every isolated moment will seem much longer, every intention more true, every emotion stronger. If you decide to keep your ways and resist the shift, you may suffer at the hand of the water snake. Consciousness and wholeness are limitless. For the first time in a millennium, the boundaries between the world of man and the realm of  the mighty ones will lift. Take a deep breath my friends as you prepare to be submerged into what I will refer to as, “the Dark before Light.”
If you were attuned and have been working on yourself this past year. Remember to keep your wits about you and be thorough. Keep sickness at bay, strive for perfection and enlightenment. My sisters and brothers, this is the year you speak your truths. Harbor only the deepest of secret.

Everything else MUST be shared.

Mythology of the Zodiac

Posted: December 4, 2011 in Astrology, Occult
 The Celestial heavens were motionless as she stood before the twelve anointed ones and into each of them bestowed the seed of human life,  for they will shape the lives of men until the heavens are no more. One by one each child of the universe stepped forward to receive their appointed gift.


“I give my first seed that you may have the honor of planting it. That for every seed you plant, one million more will multiply in your hands. You will not have time to see the seed grow for everything you plant creates more that must be planted. You will be the first to penetrate the soil of men’s mind with My Idea. But it is not you who will nourish the Idea nor question it. Your life is action and the only action I ascribe to you is to begin making men aware of My Creation. For your good work, I give you the gift of all beginnings, the gift of Self. “


“I give the power to build the seed into substance. Your duty is a great one, requiring patience to finish all that has been started, to keep the seed from being wasted to the wind. Your task is difficult because you must persist, even in hardship. You are not to question nor change your mind in the middle of your task. Never depend on others for what I ask of you. For this I give you the gift of Strength. Use it Wisely.”


“I give the questions without answers, so that you may bring all an understanding of what man sees around him. You will guide him through all that is unyielding and unknowing.  You will never know why men speak or listen, but in your quest for the answer, I will give you My gift of Knowledge.”


“I ascribe the task of teaching men about emotion. My purpose for you is to cause them laughter and tears so that all they see and think develops fullness from inside, that in their infinity, they will know they are not alone. For this I give you the gift of brotherhood, that your fullness may swell and multiply in the hearts of men.”


“I give the purpose of displaying My Creation in all its’ brilliance to the world. Men will delight that they are the most beloved. But you must be careful of pride and always remember, that it is My Creation that gives you joy. For if you forget this, men will scorn you. To you I bestow the Gift of Honor, which is yours to keep and protect. Take your place within my celestial heaven and stand proud.”


“I ask for an examination of all  men and all that he has done with My Creation. You are to scrutinize his ways sharply and remind him of his errors. You will watch him fall, then lift him back up, so that through you, he will know virtue and My Creation will be perfected.  The gift I bestow you is the gift of Purity.”


“I give the mission of service, that man may be mindful of his duties to others. That he may learn cooperation as well as the ability to reflect upon his actions. I will put you everywhere there is discord, and you will help him find balance, so that his mind and heart are one. For your efforts, I will you the gift of Eternal Love.”


“I give you a very difficult task. You will have the ability to know the minds of men, My creation and it’s secrets but I do not permit you to speak about what you learn. Many times you will be painted by perversion of My Idea, which will cause  you pain. You will see so much of man that you will come to know him as a beast and wrestle so much with his animal instincts within yourself. You will lose your way; but when you finally come back to Me, Scorpio, I have for you the supreme gift of Purpose and you will finally find yourself inside of me.”


I ask you to make men laugh for amidst their misunderstanding of My Idea they become bitter. Through laughter you are to give man hope, and through hope turn his eyes back to me. You will touch many lives if but only for a moment, and you will know the restlessness in every life you touch. TO you Sagittarius I give the gift of Infinite Wisdom, that you may spread wide enough to reach into every corner of the darkness and bring it light.”


“I ask the toil of your brow, that you might teach men to be loyal. Your task is not an easy one for you will feel all of man’s labors on your shoulders, but for the yoke of your burdens I put responsibility of man in your hands. You will help him find his place in My Creation and keep him steadily on his path. I give you the gift of Discipline.”


I give you the concept of future, that man might see new possibilities. You will have the pain of loneliness for I do not allow you to easily turn the tide of men. But my gift for you is the gift of Freedom, that in you mankind will never be abandoned and through you, he will remove himself from paradox.


I give the most difficult task of all. I ask you to collect all of man’s sorrow, his suffering and return it to me. Your tears are to be My Tears. The pain that you will absorb is the effect of man’s understanding of My Idea.  You are to give him compassion that he may try again. This is the most difficult task of all and for it, I give the greatest gift of all. You will be the only one of MY twelve children to understand Me. But this gift of understanding is for you alone, for when you try to spread it to other men, he will not listen.  You will hold the final pieces to make man whole and through you, they will know me.”

She spoke the words that etched into the universe and the motion of the wheel began to spin…

 “You each have a part of My Idea. You must not mistake a single part for the whole of My Idea, nor may you desire to trade parts with each other. For each of you is perfect, but you will not know that until all twelve of you are ONE. “

“You may each believe that the other’s gift is better and return to Me many times begging to be relieved of your mission, and each time I will grant you your desire. You will go through countless incarnations before you complete your journey. When you find your path back to Me, ONLY then will I release you from time.